• 226 Lb

    Dear Anonymous,   I know I am over weight. I don’t want to complain that the world is a cruel, judging place. I know I am not healthy. BUT WE ALL  have our unhealthy habits. Whether it is smoking, drinking, random sex, or in my case EATING. I stress eat, at least it started out that way. Now I am hungry all the time. and that’s not even the worst part. It’s when I decide I would want to change that habit and start excising that people decide they want to make fun of you.  Because a FAT girl wearing sports clothing running down the street is hilarious. So what the heck do you want from me!? How am I going to be healthier or loose any weight and get in shape? You will make fun of me whether I stay fat (And call me lazy) or if I actually take a step to exercise. At this point  I don’t want to get out of the house. I would rather rotten at my house…
  • new day

    I woke up this morning (still in my bed) and the air coming from the window is so beautiful. It gave me tingles. It’s the perfect temperature. I smile, it’s going to be a good day, because the air is amazing.
  • lonely

    My bed is so empty without you. I’m cold every night and I’m shivery every morning. I want you back in my life, I miss your warmth, I miss hearting your heart beats as I fall asleep. I miss your smile, I miss your hugs in bed and love making in the morning. Why is it that I am here misrable and you seem okay. I mean do you miss me? Do you think about me at all? Why didn’t you call? I call you I think about you all the time. This is not fair.
  • my best friend

    I am so attracted to my best friend! She’s so hot and smart I don’t know what to do with my current relationship. My girlfriend is cute and funny and we’ve been together for 6 years and I love her I really do. I can’t imagine my life without her but that woman is fucking sexy, her tits are perfect for me and her ass is a size I can take on lol. All jokes aside, this is annoying the hell out of me.
  • Worthless

    - diary I am worthless. I want to be worth something. I want to be active and healthy, and have a good relationship and a great career. Is that too much to ask? What is stopping me from reaching those goals? What is stopping me from being happy. Other than my own self..
  • My neighbors dog

    I love animals but I want to shoot that dog!!!!!!!!!!!!
  • Roommate from hell

    Dear Diaries,   My roommates are annoying the hell out of me. I have been sleeping 18 hours a day because I can’t get a 5 hour straight sleep. I got nothing done and still can’t get shit done. One sleeps like a bear and cant hear anything and sleeps from 8am to 5am and the other sleeps at midnight and wakes up late. whenever each one of them is awake, yelling and laughing and loud tv and door bell ringing is constant. When the hell am I going to sleep!? I cant sleep early because that bitch is up making noises all night and I cant wake up late because the other roommate does the same damn thing in the morning. I hate that I cant afford to live on my own in peace. They wont shut up. I hate how money controls even the simplest pleasure, sleep. Hope others are having better nights than I am.
  • maze hunter

    Just watched The Maze Hunter , this shit makes no sense! Can someone please explain this to me? I thought I figured it out until the last three minutes of the damn movie.
  • sleeplessness again

    Can’t sleep like since the last three days this is KILLING ME
  • homeless

    I am going to be homeless soon. I don’t know what to feel. I want to give up ..